Saali Khushi!!

Lying in the glowing darkness,

           Thoughts dancing in the eternal madness,

         Saving the happiness available in the evitable sadness,

     Finding through means unknown the amazing Varun-ness!

A new year, pinned hopes, unfulfilled ambitions.. Yes, on top of it all, Ye Saali Khushi!!

I did and undid so much, would be apt to call this the blunder year of my life, which is a good thing, as it showed me so much - 2 years of feelings in a dustcan..emotions demoted to ashes..back to square one professionaly, starting from scratch again! Ha, to quote joker - "It would be funny, if it weren't so pathetic! Heck, i'll laugh anyways, HA HAHAHAAAH HAHA HA!"

Does seem funny, all this stuff, but in some morbid way, it did contribute to this dynamic called life. The point that should come across is, that rants and babbles aside, it's been a good life. But ain't enough, there's always more room for improvement(lots really!), and a scope for improving it and bringing it to a level that the change is evident!!

Such croonings are way too common at 3am, lets see if i make it into a morning edition!!

Happy New Year!!